So, if you know me personally or just, know me, you'll know that next year I'm moving to the states. It's something that I'm extremely excited about and I just can't wait, new adventures, new friends and new experiences, but lately I've started to second guess my decision about moving to the states next year. Not because I don't want to go, I'm just unsure if I can handle it emotionally. I mean, I'm leaving my big brother, my "sister", my sister in law, my mom and dad, my grandparents and all of my friends and I just don't know if I'm ready to leave all that, all of them. To be honest with you guys, I've been bawling my eyes out every night these past two months. Also, I just celebrated my birthday today, which of course means, family get together, yeah well, seeing as my bestie Lizette is like a sister to me and her family is practically my family as well I invited them. So here in Denmark we have this kind of tradition that when your friends becomes legal, you give them condomes, obviously. So I of course expected to get a load of condoms from her, but instead she came through my front door with a humongous square wrapped in wrapping paper, and when I had gotten the wrapping paper off, I realised that it was a huge frame, a frame with loads and loads of pictures of me and her through out the years, and it just touched my heart. And she was like, I know about the tradition, but I thought I'd make you this instead, so you could take it with you to the US... And just then it downed on me, I'll have to leave this girl next year, a girl I've known since my diaper years. And now I feel kind of stuck, should I stay at home and not go to America or should I embrace the new experience?? I'm so confused and torn and I just, I don't even know anymore...
Haha, sorry about my ramble, I just needed to get that of off my chest.
Until next time,
-Freja xx
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